Raw HOPE

Lord, my Lord, there aren't words enough to describe the depths of my pain. Seeing others so easily get the blessings that I've been praying and crying for, is a pain I wish I never had to understand. Lord, I feel it filling me with bitterness and anger - a coldness in my center, a rage in my belly. I quickly begin fighting the spiral of shame, blame, and darkness that so often accompanies a new announcement. Lord I pray You help me see the light. Help me find true j

Your fondness is evident in all the goodness that dots my life

Heavenly Father, help me. Help me surrender fully to your plans. I know I cannot begin to fathom what You have for me, but Lord, I am...

I'm thankful that You know right when I need it. Though I ask often, you know the moments when my soul is the most tired, and you give me what I need to keep going on this journey.

O Lord,  How I desire to be a mom. To feel little feet grow within me, to hear the red faced screams of a healthy baby, given life by...