Hi there, I'm Emma.

 

I'm a therapist from Nashville who lives with her husband and 3 precious dogs (I know, we are crazy). I lost my first pregnancy in October 2024. It sent me into the darkest time of my life which forced me to finally, really lean on the Lord. I was told that we would likely get pregnant again really soon. It was a spontaneous, one time thing that could have happened to anyone. And please don't read me wrong, I LOVE my doctor. But by April of 2025 there was nothing. No baby and irregular cycles. So I got bloodwork done and they diagnosed me with a borderline case of PCOS. My weight and bloodwork were normal, though my ovaries showed signs of cysts. This was frustrating, but it felt like a move in the right direction. At least I had an answer right? I started working with a nutritionist and got on some meds to make me ovulate. However, July 2025 roles around and here we are again with no pregnancy.

 

It's devastating. These last months have really shown me what it means to pray without ceasing and to lean on my Father. I have been writing prayers and songs in this time of grief, which is honestly not something I've ever planned on doing nor had I ever done it before. I chose to share them not because I want to gain some fame from them or that I'm some prolific writer trying to leave a legacy, but because when I was searching for prayers online to help guide me, none of them felt like what I was looking for. 

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I am not a Biblical scholar, I did not go to Seminary or Divinity school. I haven't studied the Bible the way that I should, and I'm not a perfect Christian, but after these last few months, I can say I know God more intimately than I ever have before. These prayers are my truth and my deepest cry out to the Lord, and I hope that you connect with my words.